emo is a type of song, not a people [sic..not. maybe.]
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Even from afar, I could hear the waters gushing in and shying away again along the coastline. I didn't want to get my feet wet, or any part of me for that matter, so I was content in just sitting here. The grass was sort of wet with early morning dews, and sort of itchy, ticklish itchy. Or maybe it was the cold sand that was ticklish itchy. I forget. Sitting here, with knees close to my chest, and hands huddled around it, didn't seem like the perfect setting. I couldn't really see what was beyond the horizon, if there was one at that time, but it sure as hell was cold, not breezy cold, but really drowsy cold, if that's one possible name for it. I tried to stifle the urge to snort, or a sob, but I stifled with all my might, nonetheless. Too bad, I really couldn't, so I let it escape in a nonchalant manner. I pass it off with an inconsistent humming of some other song I used to like, and it sounded a little bit off, shaky even. Must be that drowsy cold feeling. Subconsciously, I huddle a little closer and tighter to myself. Damn, I must look like a to-be-roadkilled drunkard. I feel myself drenched in a very delightful warmth, as its source sat beside me and held an arm around me. Make that two. I am definitely not THAT needy. But I guess I drive people into wrong assumptions when I act like myself. Like myself. Only like. I didn't even get that. It's okay, I guess. I live off on fake intelligence. Shaking menacingly now. No, wait, heartbeat slowing down. Have I been drugged? Oh yes, a loooooooooong time ago, dear. Sleep.
Why, yes, I am that person in the biggest music shop in this country, listening to crappy sample music. No, I didn't see you.
It is blind-folded bliss. Still life Coma.
smiled at the sun again @ 10:33 PM,
3 Comments:
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At August 12, 2007 at 7:23 AM,
jose angeles. said...
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yes it is
yes it is
nahiya ka pa :))
be out about and proud baby!!! -
At August 12, 2007 at 1:25 PM,
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DI AKO EMO PAKYU.
Ayoko ng overrated titles. -
At August 12, 2007 at 5:42 PM,
jose angeles. said...
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@"di ako emo": ikaw ay. ay lang.
@"overrated titles": yep, you must have seen this coming, ITO OVERRATED O: ,,|,,