for I lack
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
I got 5 minutes to do this so, here it goes.
Someone's a little too close right now. A little too close. It's not that much but it'll always start with this and then I'll go blind after a few hours. Seconds maybe. I don't know. But here I am, writing this hurried crap, just because I feel someone sitting a little too close. It's probably my way of flirting, or hell, attracting attention, but still, it's a little too close, but a little too far for much wanted appreciation. I could barely breathe right now, and I would probably die if that someone stood up, walked behind me, and see me writing this. I guess it would be conceited of that person to even assume that this is about whoever, but writing that last bit, that person would probably know. Ha, I'm stupid, as always, I could wreck families and not even know it. What the hell. Right.
I guess it just hurts (sometimes) to feel neglected. I am on the losing end, as always. But fear not, for I couldn't really careless. Right now. I think. Haha. I'm one brown-nosing bastard. But you know that, It's my loss. Read this as a form of saying.. Fuck you.
smiled at the sun again @ 10:16 AM,
